Midcard - Disappear Lyrics

Don't want to be sad if it means I'm an asshole
Don't want to be happy if it means that I'm wrong
Sometimes the most familiar song's the only one that can help you
Sometimes all I remember is my own selfish song
Just know that if I'm angry, that it's for the right reasons
I don't want to evolve into something worth believing
Sometimes all that I want is for the car to pull over
And to make a big scene so someone will see

I'm not shaken
Not even a little
Shift back into drive
And watch my taillights disappear

I don't want to leave here if it means you'll have comfort
I don't want the last word to crawl out of your throat
Sometimes when you open your mouth I dream a river would climb in
And then pray that you would listen, but know that you won't

If I'm shaking
It might be the spirit
Ill shift back into drive
And watch your houselights disappear

It's been a long-ass day I am tired of fighting
And you're a snake oil salesman, can't everyone tell
When every meaning I've made is affected and dying
What the hell kind of heaven are you trying to sell

It's been a long ass day and I am tired of fighting
God can be convinced if I read it myself
When every meaning you make is infected and dying
What the hell kind of heaven are you trying to sell

I'm not shaken
Not even a little
I'm glad I'm alive
For once, I'll gladly disappear