MIDØS - Beauty in This Cold Heart Lyrics

It's been a while since we sparked up conversation
I still remember when you kissed me in your car
Stumbling over words, you thought we could've made it
But all my hesitation, left you so unsure
We said goodbye after I drove to your apartment
The final time I'd ever make it to your door
I said I need you in my life you make it worth it
You said I wish I said it earlier before

Mindlessly staring at the ceiling
Hear you breathe so close yet so distant
Held me tight with open arms when I'd push you out

You found beauty in this cold heart
Beauty in this cold heart
I hate how you're giving up on me
Cos as soon as I'm brave is the second you go
You found beauty in this cold heart
Beauty in this cold heart
I hate my excuses for waiting
Cos as soon as I stay is the second you go

I know my indecision made you so frustrated
We had this conversation many times around
With every answer I could give led to more questions
And every question had me scared to lock us down
Now here we are in silence, black and white, slow motion
End of a line we stitched together through the sand
I wish I needed you in life and not a moment
You wish I said I wish I could've been your man

Mindlessly listen to your heartbeat
Dwindling seconds till our ending
Let me go with open arms when I need you now

You found beauty in this cold heart
Beauty in this cold heart
I hate how you're giving up on me
Cos as soon as I'm brave is the second you go
You found beauty in this cold heart
Beauty in this cold heart
I hate my excuses for waiting
Cos as soon as I stay is the second you go

I'll miss the way you roll your eyes
Cut me through the dark in your living room
I'll miss your hands on top of mine
Touch me where the walls started breaking through

You found beauty in this cold heart
Beauty in this cold heart
I hate how you're giving up on me
Cos as soon as I'm brave is the second you go
You found beauty in this cold heart
Beauty in this cold heart
I hate my excuses for waiting
Cos as soon as I stay is the second you go

I'll miss the way you said goodbye