The Best Video (MV)

Everything is still the same
The clever things I want to say go away
Seem to go without a trace
The huge canvas in my brain remains blank
I don't care what people say
One day I'm gonna be the greatest
And to that I can attest
Lets say maybe the best
I will never just give it a rest
I feel like I'm drowning and the water is up to my neck
I look at myself and I see a big f*cking mess
This is due to all the stress
Im still stuck up in the same place
People look at me different just cause of my race
Im súper tired I just need to rest
I just want my bed
Sleep is all I need
Push my around too much I might bleed
But I just want to succeed
Is that too much to ask
Don't know where I'm going it's pitch black
All I do is rap
I feel stuck in place like it's a ducking trap
I can't only take so many hits
But need just a dab
Moments like these
When I just feel at ease
Now come someone please
Just look after me
I just wanna feel free
I just wanna feel relieved
Please
This is all so introspective
No sense of actual directions
Gotta look at things from a different perspective
Im presented with a sense of hope
But they tell me nope like Leslie
From parks and rec
I truly am a wreck
But I'm still at my f*cking best
I don't owe you shit
F*ck your debt
You use me then expect me to pay
That's why all the people in your life f*cking left
But I still wish you the best
You never listened to me anyways
It's like you were ducking deaf