This is just some feelings that I'm feeling
F*cked up
Yeah I'll get it though
Yeah yeah yeah
Look
First off let me tell you I'm lost
In this depression and all this pain that I've caused
I'm dealing with all of these questions man like where'd I go wrong
And and when I'm gon stop
I know that I am in charge
But it's like this shit that I've caused
I feel like I'm already gone
And my cross
I hold close
But these demons are large
It seems like I'm praying for nothing
But I know that he is the source
But like with all of this pain and all that I've done
Like like can I come back from it and and can I become the one
Who is happy and is proud to be done
And make that whole crowd wild
And make my ma proud of her son
And pay back all of those dues so I'll be fully expunged
And I'll be back where I was
Where I was actually loved but f*ck
I know it's cold but you're just all in your feelings
And I know it gets hard but least it's something to deal with
Shit I know it gets cold but you're just all in your feelings
You're just all in your feelings
You're just all in your feelings
I know it gets cold but you're just all in your feelings
And I know it gets hard but least it's something to deal with
Shit I know it gets cold but you're just all in your feelings
You're just all in your feelings
You're just all in your feelings
Lately I've been so f*cking caught up with this anxiety
It's right up on my tail lights always following behind me
But I can't help all that
I know it's cold when it snows it's always cold where I'm at
I guess when it rains yeah it pours
And I'm lost from pained that I've caused
When it's all said and done I know that I am the source
I know it's hard and it's something to deal with
I'm just all in my feelings
And all I've been feeling is
Resentment towards myself
From my own past decisions
Like like can I be different
Or or am I condemned in this world that's so backwards and twisted
I'd rather just take a break from all of these f*cking feelings
From all of these f*cking feelings
All of these f*cking feelings