I want somebody but it's just not right
What good is wanting when I cannot decide
What me
They will meet
Lost in the chaos of my conflicted mind
Constantly bound by what I can't leave behind
Chest tight
Every night
My world never really did seem right
So I tell myself lies
Each day I get by but
I'm living my life
Confined
Tear me down and see what's inside my skin
Use me up saying the things you need
Take my heart though you don't even want it
Leave me with nothing left of myself for good
So hear my call
It's time to get up from the fall
Tell me
When is my time to be everything I feel (Been searching for so long can't figure out what's wrong)
I reach out of the fog searching for something real (My thoughts are clouded up I know it's not enough)
I've been waiting so long looking for who to be (This can't be all for me what's there in store to be)
But living til then is slowly killing me
Never been that honest with myself
Living up to everyone wants from me
I can't go on getting lost in what they expect
Let me pull myself out of the darkness
I'm done saying I'm fine
I need to take back what's mine
Tell me
When is my time to be everything I feel (Been searching for so long can't figure out what's wrong)
I reach out of the fog searching for something real (My thoughts are clouded up I know it's not enough)
I've been waiting so long looking for who to be (This can't be all for me what's there in store to be)
But living til then is slowly killing me
So hear my call
It's time to get up from the fall
Tell me
When is my time to be everything I feel (What kind of life is this? there's so much that I've missed)
I reach out of the fog searching for something real (I need to be myself not live for someone else)
I've been waiting so long looking for who to be (It's time I look inside I've nothing left to hide)
But living til then is slowly killing me
Tell me
When is my time to be everything I feel (Been searching for so long can't figure out what's wrong)
I reach out of the fog searching for something real (My thoughts are clouded up I know it's not enough)
I've been waiting so long looking for who to be (This can't be all for me what's there in store to be)
But living til then is slowly killing me