Mike McGovern - War Lyrics

Hello hello, how you doin
Haven't seen you in a minute
Gotta be something to it
I know what your assuming
That I'm mad but I'm not
I'm just tryna make it right
Shine a little bit a light on it
I feel we both mighta messed up
That's why I'm here tryna find the best of
Whatever we had so I guess a
Conversation is due who'd knew you'd do it
Been kick, bruised, contusion, I'm losing
Oozin, Bring the blues in, I'm movin
Tryna free a little space in my mind ta find time to smile and I can't not do it cause
Momma misses the old Michael
The one who sang and the one that might grow
Out of this foul, hazardous hell
If you're still listenin in then please don't bail
I need you, I'm depressed if you can't tell
I don't wanna lose you for real and well I love you
Always have always will
May have broke apart but let's try to rebuild
We can peel the seal off our feelings and heal everything in the blink of an eye if you want to
Cause I do

Uh
Why do I feel so alone
Holding onto what's tryna go
I think I owe you all apologies
Cause I never meant to start a war
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to start a war
I never meant to push you away

Grrr
Already said that
I'm not tryna waste time I won't get back
I'm just tryna make things right
Even if it means apologizing 80 million times I bit that bullet
To the people I hurt, I wish that I could take the pain and pull it but the truth is
Ya can't change the past
I can't un say what I said
As I lay in my bed
Vacate from my head
Demons got me wanting to put a pistol to my temple better off dead yup
If they haven't got me yet then they never will
To hell wit rap if we're together that's a better pill
I just want you to believe in me
Like I believe in you
And if you got an ultimatum I'll see it through
But why's its seem like everybody's just coming and going I don't know if I can handle it
Forgive me if I get a little sad cause the damage is amping my madness
See the plan is to stand up and man this pain that I've gained cause the strain is bananas
I don't wanna hurt you Hannah, Dad, Anthony
Anybody that I crossed paths with
I get in my feelings, and I'm sorry that's something you have to deal with
Oh man

Uh
Why do I feel so alone
Holding onto what's tryna go
I think I owe you all apologies
Cause I never meant to start a war
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to start a war
I never meant to push you away

Well
Quarantine, got it pretty hard to be ignoring these
Demons, I try more to speak
But they stun me when I open my mouth then I freak
I just wanna make you happy
I wish I could take everything and turn it around ta make it feel like two thousand and nine again
Before I lost a grandfather and I began
Losing my happiness gloomy and nasty I'm through the capacity losing tenacity
Who the hell casted this hex on me
I can't keep a friend for longer then three weeks
Geez, Geez
Why, Why
What the hell am I doing wrong I don't know no mo
I miss my friends and I, really miss my family
All these walls are closing in on me losing sanity
Ahhh
How can it be, love is something I'm running from, I'm afraid
If I get, Imma lose it in the very next minute
I admit it
My emotions make me flawed
But I'm only a human
On god

Uh
Why do I feel so alone
Holding onto what's tryna go
I think I owe you all apologies
Cause I never meant to start a war
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to start a war
I never meant to push you away
Why do I feel so alone
Holding onto what's tryna go
I think I owe you all apologies
Cause I never meant to start a war
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to start a war
I never meant to push you away