Insomnia Video (MV)

Hats on the rack, clothes on the floor
Sleep is evasive, closing the door
Let me focus on mine, you can focus on yours
Just scrolling on Insta, totally bored
So, to be sure, I'm a rapper now
I've got songs on Spotify, I'm actual proud
Delaying the release, do I have to now?
Going back to ground zero
From the hero to the field once more
Hit the floorboards, I was healed once
Looking around, I was here once
Now I'm adjacent, wishing I could feel some
Getting the hang of this shit will make you hang from this shit
Tangling bits of my life till I dangle from it
By a thread, at least from the angle I sit
The angle I see
Something around me's strangling me
Making some cash but I hang for a fee
Something around me's anchoring me
Leaving the dock's like leaving home
Every enemy's gone, only me to go
Under pressure the deceit'll show
Underwater the demons grow
Where did I leave my mind and where can I start?
In this space that I can't find, lost in the dark?
Eating my pride, watching these demons arise
Dreaming of leaving this grieving behind for an easier life
Lost in a sentence, lost in a thought
Checking it twice cause I've got to be sure
There's a monster at war, but he's just awoken
Lot of words said here, but there's nothing spoken
So I'm driving fast, keeping constant motion
Got a UAV on my lost emotions
I guess that's the cost of hoping
Unfinalising every option chosen
Toxic potions keep my mind at ease
While I'm scrounging around for a bite to eat
And it's never enough until finally
I realise and scream at what time's achieved
Ha, look admiringly at this life of me
And see shadows creep in, how's the irony?
Yeah it's obvious, thanks for reminding me
The cloud goes over, then it just passes
Dark days gone and I'm back where I started
Shaking my head as I tactfully mask it
Does it come back's what I have to be asking
Cause I'm moving on then I'm staying there
Till there becomes here and I race again
And I write this track to retrain again
Where did I leave my mind and where can I start?
In this space that I can't find, lost in the dark?
Eating my pride, watching these demons arise
Dreaming of leaving this grieving behind for an easier life
Where did I leave my mind and where can I start?
In this space that I can't find, lost in the dark?
Eating my pride, watching these demons arise
Dreaming of leaving this grieving behind for an easier life