Milani Rivers - Out of Love Lyrics

My eyes burn from crying
But I stayed up all night
Hoping that you'd call
This headache's pounding
Now it's three am
And I'm still alone
Is it my fault for believing
There's still good in this broken world
Is it my fault for feeling
I don't deserve to crawl
Cause partial truths are deceiving
Convenient lies shoot empty words
Is it my fault for believing
There's still good in this world
Oh I just wanna be held
And I just wanna hold
All the things I've never had
All the things done out of love
Losing myself
To your mind control
I'm losing myself
In this broken world
Time's passing slowly
Mocking me with each hand
Round it goes
If I could catch my breath surely
I'd take back
Twice of what I'm owed
Is it my fault for believing
There's still good in this broken world
Is it my fault for feeling
I don't deserve to crawl
Cause partial truths are deceiving
Convenient lies shoot empty words
Is it my fault for believing
There's still good in this world
Oh I just wanna be held
And I just wanna hold
All the things I've never had
All the things done out of love
Losing myself
To your mind control
I'm losing myself
In this broken world
I wanna go away
Pretend I'm fine
But still it hides
Within my mind
Chasing this feeling
Called happiness
Asthmatic I panic
Stumbling titanic
My boats sinking I'm thinking
How to cope with it all
Drowning within Rivers
Water to alcohol
But sometimes I think
What if I let myself go
Would my every mistake be forgivable
Cause I just wanna be held
And I just wanna hold
All the things I've never had
All the things done out of love
Losing myself
Losing myself
Oh I just wanna be held
And I just wanna hold
All the things I've never had
All the things done out of love
Losing myself
To your mind control
I'm losing myself
In this broken world
Losing myself
To your mind control
I'm losing myself
We do it out of love