I hate that I feel this, I hope that you feel this
Just know that I mean this, this worlds left me speechless
Yeah I'm afraid to release all the pain that is me
You could have saved all of me, it's too late set me free
I've been lost maybe you have too
When life's dark full of anguished tunes
I've fought hard tell me what to do
I hate life and it hates me too
I've been sick maybe you have too
I can't sleep, yeah you know that's true
I've fought hard tell me what to do
When you hate life and it hates you too
I never really had a chance
All the voices on replay they sing inside my head
I try to stop the noise and pray alone beside my bed
Oh father can you hear me begging you for life or death
Wait, oh would you wait
Yeah, I'm afraid to release all the pain that is me
Maybe if you would have stayed, you would have stayed
You could have saved all of me
It's too late set me free
And I don't wanna die young
I don't wanna feel numb
I don't wanna wake up, think I'll probably throw up
Pour me down another one and drink the pain away
I don't wanna wake up
I'm sorry my brother, my mother my sister
Just please don't forget me, I hope that you'll miss me
I hate that I feel this, I hope that you feel this
Just know that I mean this, this worlds left me speechless
I've been lost maybe you have too
When life's dark full of anguished tunes
I've fought hard tell me what to do
I hate life and it hates me too
I've been sick maybe you have too
I can't sleep, yeah you know that's true
I've fought hard tell me what to do
When you hate life and it hates you too
I'm sorry my brother, my mother my sister
Just please don't forget me, I hope that you'll miss me
I hate that I feel this, I hope that you feel this
Just know that I mean this, this worlds left me speechless