I'm watching the clock
Wishing it would spin as fast as my head
Seems to lately
And time never stops
But I've felt frozen in the same f*cking minute for hours
What am I even waiting for
And I was once the youngest person alive
Ever since, I've been old enough to die
So what's keeping me here
A sense of who I am
Where is that now, well I don't know
Where did it go
Can I find it
Well I'm slowly driving by
Wondering why this feels awkward
I never said goodbye
But the vacant space is unfamiliar
I left it there
And you don't seem to notice
But there's a war in my head
And I'm stuck in the trenches
I need to get back into focus
Like when I spent my days last summer hanging with my friends
I don't feel fine
I think I'm shedding stability
I think I'm shedding stability