That's what I told myself
It just happened
And after it was over I looked down at the mess on the floor
It was like a kaleidoscope had shattered
The door flies open it hits my face
Young and broken beggin for grace
See demons in your eyes filled with rage
These nights I felt nothing but goddamn hate
This can`t be you this can`t be me
Blurry vision possessed by a beast
Now everything pretty got nothing on me
So lifeless wish I could cut my own sleeves
I had screamed my heart out for you
So hard that my veins should`ve blown up
Screamed against transparent walls oh
Should`ve known that you`re unable to touch
Pain so deep inside me
Love how it excites me
Callin me a freak
But you are in too deep
For you it`s just a bit
I´m burstin on you bitch
But you don`t give a shit
I´m so close to the cliff
You killed my natural emotions
You made me feel like dirt
Down on my knees when you touched me
It felt like a kaleidoscope had shattered
It was like a kaleidoscope had shattered
Booze breath red eyes cold nights
Bleed me out I`m still alive only on the outside
God must hate me he rolled the dice
Beat me up no one taught me wrong from right
Booze breath red eyes cold nights
Bleed me out I`m still alive only on the outside
God must hate me he rolled the dice
Beat me up no one taught me wrong from right