I'm waking up from one big fright
I wipe my tears and mute my cries
It's 3am and I'm on fire
I try my best to shut my eyes
Go back to bed and feel alright
But nothing seems to free my mind
The chemicals inside my brain
Are swirling like a hurricane
You're fast asleep
I'm wide awake
So, I try my best to shut my eyes
Go back to bed and feel alright
But nothing seems to free my mind
Cause I can't go back
What if those bad thoughts all replayed in my head?
I can't go back
Just seconds ago I just dreamt you were dead
I can't go back
How can I go back if I'm too in my head?
You know I'm always in my head
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
So I could leave this bed
I turn to you
I check if your belly's moving up and down
I close my eyes and finally breathe
I feel my pulse and oh my gosh
My heart is beating like a drum
I check my phone for wishful thinking
This isn't the first time
Sure won't be the last time
And if it's the last time
Should I be asking myself why?
Oh my my my
This isn't the first time
Sure won't be the last time
And if it's the last time
Should I be asking myself why?
Oh oh oh
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this
Everything's feeling
Slow slow slow
Such a bad feeling
You should know
Feeling like i'm in
Slow slow mo
Slow slow mo
Everything's feeling
Slow slow slow
Such a bad feeling
You should know
Feeling like i'm in
Slow slow mo
Woah oh oh oh
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed
I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6am
So I could leave this bed