Minor Vinyl - Blessed Lyrics

Somedays I go on thinking that I got it the worst
Just me being a bitch, sorry mama for the curse
Been chasing my dreams with no rest
Truly I'm so blessed

So blessed to have my life
My friends and these nights
When I stop to ponder life
Smile breaks all these lights
Memories collect beautiful souls
Drift to and fro with no control
But i pause and reflect sometimes
So blessed this life of mine

My pops gave his all
And now I'm standing taller than a tree
Cuz the love he gave me
It's so hard to f*cking believe
That piss ant of a teen
Grew up into me (Ooooh)
We never really had it all
But my father really gave his all
Just a seed from his balls
Who grew up to write this track for y'all
I've been all around this tiny rock
Still haven't found a bang for my cock
But I'm fine with that on a different path that most don't walk
To write my thank you's to y'all
I'll need the chalk and the sidewalk

These names go on forever
They go on forever
No matter our lives and their endeavors

Why you blessing me?
Can't you see?
I'm drowning under water
Names I know all weigh on shoulder
Boulders can't carry
Thoughts of failure are more than scary
Cause if I don't no one will love me
Work to death for a sense of security
At least I know what to expect
Unless someone shows me different

And if I die before I wake
I pray to lord my soul to take
Cuz I'm ready for my funeral