Tell me am i good for you
Not to cold, not to bold
I'm a fool for ya
Been hitting rock bottom since i came back from up north
Sorry mama but my problem kept following me
Until i broke down in the gutter of my mind
Had to find my way back to my baby only to find out i had to go back to therapy
Back to the beginning
It ain't cool for me to lash out my feelings like this
No not like this
It ain't cool for me to go out all night smoking all of this
No not like this
And it ain't healthly for nobody no one no i can't hold this all in
I can't do it anymore
Gotta figure this out on my own
And daddy i ain't never met anyone like you
Inconsistent but yet so cool
I just wish we had time when i was 9 when this world hit me way too soon
And to my big sis i know you're happy
And you inspire me so much
I hope i get to where you are one day
But i gotta go back to step 4
How much can i endure
I'm not sure but anyway like i was saying
What am i doing for you
What am i doing here
Are you really down for me
So many memories