Mitz - Tell Em' That I'm Doing Good Lyrics

I'm writing this at 5 am
Uh
I'm invisioning my death
But
My parents they just gone in debt
F*ck
It's feels like I got nothing left
Nah
And everybody thinks I'm doing good
The biggest house on the street
I really gotta up my game
Release a song every week
The day that I left my ex
Nearly blew my brains on these sheets
This is ain't for the f*cking weak but

Tell em that I'm doing good yeah
Cause They only love me when I'm good yeah
They only love me when they feel they should yeah
I'll never give this up for good nah

They all wanted me to quit
If you still be hating yeah you really are a bitch
If you were in my shoes would you get up out that ditch yeah
Im really gonna do this for my future wife and kids
Cause I remember days all I wanted was a deal
I remember all I was addicted to was pills like
I remember contemplating is this even real life
I ain't tryna prove em wrong I'm tryna prove myself right
There ain't no-one with this type of wisdom
I'm steady tryna burn these bridges
My whole life I been victim
Then they play me like I'm the villain
Underestimate me until then
50 thousand streams on my album
That's for everybody who doubted
Congratulations your cowards
But
I just wanna ,make sure ,everybody's alright
Give a milli to the fam
Give a 100k to my dawgs
Whenever I spit these lyrics
Everybody used to laugh
And honestly I kinda miss that
Cause these days are kinda dark like

Tell em that I'm doing good yeah
Cause They only love me when I'm good yeah
They only love me when they feel they should yeah
I'll never give this up for good nah

Things changing everyday
Someone please take the pain away But
if they take the pain away then the music would fade away
Like the knives in my shoulder blades
Look my enemies in their faces
Then kill them with the mask of Jason
I just wanna f*cking make it
I've really run outta patience
Reminiscent on the days I wasted
But they taught me the deepest lessons
I swear that I'm f*cking destined
To be the best rapper alive
I'm talking to a queen trust me imma make her my wife
Late nights movies and some f*cking dinner and wine
Trust me I deserve that with all the knives in my spine
Took a f*cking break cause Mitzi was just sick of the lies
I just hope my music lives on from the day that I die
For real

Tell em that I'm doing good yeah
Cause They only love me when I'm good yeah
They only love me when they feel they should yeah
I'll never give this up for good nahTell em that I'm doing good yeah
Cause They only love me when I'm good yeah
They only love me when they feel they should yeah
I'll never give this up for good nah