Still not here Video (MV)

Every single night I fear
That I'm not real and I'm not sincere
Don't take no pills and I don't drink beer
You're my plug and you're still not here
First things first let me make this clear
I die every time that you smile my dear
You can cry baby don't act fierce
I'm here all the time but the end is near
Half in half out
I've been
Selling myself
For the dollars pesos guapo
I know I got problems
She's an angel walking
Can't drive I'm too nauseous
Break me still not stopping
Failing flopping falling
All by myself
I'm a fan of my lonesome
She know me well and she say that I'm on one
I'll never leave
If you don't push me away
You made the bed
So in that you should
Lay Lay lay lay
I don't care to say
What is on my mind
You're not thinking straight
Another fight today
I won't play your games
Call me every name
You should call a shrink
Like why do I always die in my dreams
And why do I lose all my of teeth
Subconscious mind it's knows I can't speak
Right when you light my love your van fleets
Greta loves the greed and grants me
A punch right to the gut and weak knees
My family affair is vanity
A man, a bear, a ghost, a zombie
When you're in woods
Which would you rather see?
I would pick the bear cuz the bear don't pick on me
A man done beat my momma
A ghost done beat my girl
The zombies climb the wall and then they take over the world
Like why do I always die in my dreams
And why do I lose all my of teeth
Subconscious mind it's knows I can't speak
Right when you light my love your van fleets
Every single night I fear, that I'm not real and I'm not sincere
Don't take no pills and I don't drink beer
You're my plug and you're still not
Here