I guess you know now
I feel like shit and i just cant get you out of my head
Confess, decline, it's hard to go out
When every single thing reminds me of the shit that you said
And couple-pictures on my FYP
Been turning me
To jealousy
As i stare
And start to daydream when the F- i'll be
Just as happy
As to find
Someone to rely on
Maybe you shouldnt have been a place for me to call "home"
Am i used to being proxy for somebody else to hold?
Lately i been such a mess and my whole life ive been alone
But its okay
Like always
Ill figure it out on my own
(Hmm, why did i run away ? Why do i?)
I'll figure it out on my own
(Hmm, why did i run away ? Why do i?)
I'll figure it out, though i'm scared
To go out and change myself
Cant meet my reflection without me hating myself
Yeah i'm scared
To go out and aid myself
The habits make me happy but taints my health
Its a lie, hearts only count for IG posts
What you like the most
Like cache you're ought to clear after time
To give us both some space for thought
Wish i knew what you meant from the start
Maybe you shouldnt have been a place for me to call "home"
Am i used to being proxy for somebody else to hold?
Lately i been such a mess and my whole life ive been alone
But its okay
Like always
Ill figure it out on my own
(Hmm, why did i run away ? Why do i?)
I'll figure it out on my own
(Hmm, why did i run away ? Why do i?)
I'll figure it out on my own
I'm sorry for the mess i made
And i'm sorry for the rest i'll make
Cus soon i'll fly us all away
It's okay we'll sort it all out eventually
I'm sorry for the mess i made
And i'm sorry for the rest i'll make
Cus soon i'll fly us all away
It's okay we'll sort it all out eventually
Maybe you shouldnt have been a place for me to call "home"
Am i used to being proxy for somebody else to hold?
Lately i been such a mess and my whole life ive been alone
But its okay
Like always
Ill figure it out on my own
[4:58 AM]
(Hmm, why did i run away ? Why do i?)
I'll figure it out on my own
(Hmm, why did i run away ? Why do i?)
I'll figure it out on my own
I'll figure it out on my own
I'll figure it out on my own