Modern Drawing - know better Lyrics

I took the train to get home last night
You thought something had gone awry
Rung my line into the morning
A hundred voicemails at sunrise
And with shaky, labored breathing
You swore that you saw a light
Flashing outside of your window
But I still don't really understand why

You keep on looking at me and you say
"Is it worth it at the ending of the day?
Will you leave me?"
You know that you should know better
If we're in this, we're in it together
Maybe I'm not who you really want
I understand if you're in a tough spot
You know that you should know better
It's alright, will you keep your shit together?

Just like ducking 'round spider webs
You're in the shadows with every step
No I didn't have my back turned
Sorry love, I'm just losing my head
And I'd lose every other part of me
If not attached to my weary body
I only wanna make you see
What'd you mean exactly?

You keep on looking at me and you say
"Is it worth it at the ending of the day?
Will you leave me?"
You know that you should know better
If we're in this, we're in it together
Maybe I'm not who you really want
I understand if you're in a tough spot
You know that you should know better
It's alright, will you keep your shit together?

The further in you go, I'll follow you
I don't want it to be over
Any more than you do
As far in as you walk, I walk there too
Still you

You keep on looking at me and you say
"Is it worth it at the ending of the day?
Will you leave me?"
You know that you should know better
If we're in this, we're in it together
Maybe I'm not who you really want
I understand if you're in a tough spot
You know that you should know better
It's alright, will you keep your shit together?