Sittin' in this dark room looking at the night sky
Tryna find out why I've been so lonely my time
Should've been up long time ago, did I mess up? what's wrong with my soul?
Where is my love? I'll never know still I press on let go of what I know
Loneliness is ruthless this blade dances on my skin
Showing me a way out, is this how my life ends?
No I didn't choose this hate that I must pretend
Putting on a fake smile laughing feeling empty within
Lying to my peers
Haunted by the fears
Crying all these tears
Try to persevere
Why's the end seem near?
Hide my most sincere
Thoughts are so unclear
Minds still in gear
Rolling on without me whispers of failure seep
Holding on to cause me blisters so goddamn deep
Only one who's got me worried they'll get tired of me
Texting her to calm the twisters so damaging
Wrestling me they're pinning me down
Is there any peace underneath the ground?
Maybe I'd sleep peacefully now
Six feet deep not a peep nor a sound
Feeling like a piece of shit
Maybe I should cease to exist
Wish I didn't dream so big
Then I would've creased both wrists
Feeling like a piece of shit
Maybe I should cease to exist
Wish I didn't dream so big
Then I would've creased both wrists