Molarbear - felt it. Lyrics

There's a question
Hanging over me
Between the liars
And the deep blue sea
Days turn to months turn the hours into decades and the years and the minutes and the seconds are millennia
Born a geriatric middle-fingered infant that's a parent and a troll and an angry little co-worker
I am feeling all my patience f*cking leaving every moment you keep speaking you're a little more in danger
Every single second is a torture and a weapon but it's all irrelevant when I look into your eyes
I have a question
About your integrity
Cos You're a liar
A coward and a cheat
Years turn back to seconds as relationships are ending via death via combat via infinite collapsing star
Still a geriatric middle-fingered infant with a public sector pension and I'm eating at your funeral
Front and centre kneeling, singing, raising up the ceiling it's the death of every feeling that you ever wished upon (WTF?)
Every single second is a torture and a weapon but it's all irrelevant when I look into your eyes
Put all of yourself together
Bring all your defences down
Scatter my ashes to the cardinal winds
My heart lives in a small town
It's not like you felt it not like you felt it it's not like you felt it
I know that you felt it, you felt it, I know that you felt it
Forgiveness is cheap only war let's me sleep- I know that you felt it
It's not like you felt it not like you felt it it's not like you felt it
I know that you felt it, you felt it, I know that you felt it
The future is dead, it outlived us again - I know that you felt it