Falling apart I'm just falling apart
I'm just wasting my heart as I fall in the dark
Is there anyone there that can save me
I'm stuck with this gift that they gave me
I can rap but that doesn't mean I can't feel that everyone hates me
I'm sorry that I'm like this but I can't help it
You can't understand unless you too have felt it
What have I turned to
What have I become
I turned into the beast that I was running from
These feelings I've hated have already begun
To infest my mind and then take me over
I might just go back to when I was being a pushover
I just
Yea
Take advantage that's all that you do
Wanting a feature but I can see through you
Using me as steps to the top
Tryna take all that I got
I was acting crazy till you had enough
You think that I'm Hades I'm an evil one
I know that you hate me so we are done
I was kind of hazy but didn't hold my tongue
Broken hearts torn apart
That's not me I like the dark
Happy life feeling fine
This is all cause I spend time
Writing rhymes writing lines
I'm never putting on a disguise
This is who I am
This is not a scam
Working like I made a plan