GRIEF.EXE Video (MV)

There's something fascinating
About watching the tide
Come and go
And letting parts of myself die
Having dreams
Of being trapped with no air
Drowing out here in the undertow
Let me slip into the cold unknown
This captain goes down
With his f*cking ship
And the waters rising above my head
I wash the pain away
Here in the deep blue
Don't try and save me
I tell myself I don't need you

I dream up these awful things
And it seems like
The devil in me is free

Shake it off
My heavy chest
All this weight
I don't need til death
Sing me to sleep
Cause I need some rest
I've been running
All this time so i'm a wreck
Weigh me down here
With some concrete
My mind needs some
Time for me to grieve
No sense of self
No time for a reprieve
I've been fighting demons for as long as I
Breathe

I wish I could reach through the heavens
Just to pluck off your perfect wings
Show you how a creature like me
Survives in this hellish landscape
My carcass washed up on your beach
I let the animals feed
On my disgusting body
How can you love a wretch like me
I'm too tired to fight the inevitable
My demise is something I've prophecized
So don't let me become
The devil that I see inside
I've tried so hard to fight
I've tried so hard to dig
But the deeper that I go
I keep finding myself
In this sin

I lived through all this f*cking grief
And I
So I'll kill the
Devil inside of me

Shake it off
My heavy chest
All this weight
I don't need til death
Sing me to sleep
Cause I need some rest
I've been running
All this time so i'm a wretch
Weigh me down here
With some concrete
My mind needs some
Time for me to grieve
No sense of self
No time for a reprieve
I've been fighting demons for as long as I breathe