Monte Wilco - Melancholy Bloom Lyrics

If
This is how it changes
Tell
Me how to make it
I
Know I can fake it
Yeah I can fake it
Tell you how I fake it
Tell you how I make it
I'm my own enemy
I just hate this
So f*cking sorry
Digging my grave now
I'm so good at putting myself in the ground
I was so gold, Pony Boy yeah I'm so sorry
Rusted and cold, you know it took a toll
This is how
It shakes out
Just want to burn it down looking in the mirror now
I just want to
Set fire to me it's true
Cut it out of you
Yeah I just want to
I don't need this
My parasite is feeding
Empty hollow
This part of me I don't want to follow
If
This is how it changes
Tell
Me how to make it
I
Know I can fake it
Yeah I can fake it
Put that fake smile
Back on my face again
Walk around and
Say I'm okay within
It all comes in waves
And I sink with it
It's so hard when I feel so different
But I'm trying to find
My soul inside
Expose my bones and mind
Yeah it's for me to hide
But for right now
I want to burn it slow
Cut my soul out
And let it all go
I just want to
Set fire to me it's true
Cut it out of you
Yeah I just want to
I don't need this
My parasite is feeding
Empty hollow
This part of me I don't want to follow
I don't want to follow