My stomach turns and starts to ache
My body burns
My hands...they start to shake
I'm slipping deeper into someone that I hate
This is my fate
I won't grow old and grey
Take this all away
Somebody take this away
This anxiety controls me
And I need clarity
And I'm burdened by regrets
This heavyweight I hold in my chest
(Has got me wishing for an early death)
And I'm slipping deeper into a shell
When will I be well?
Somebody take this away
This anxiety controls me
And I need clarity
I need to find a way to cope with pain
Rid myself of all this shame
Finally relieve my brain and start to feel normal...again.
Because I can't take the demons in my head
I feel like I'm destined for an early death....I'm a wreck