Mood - Coldest Road Lyrics

Forgiveness is the coldest road
You can try to take it toe to toe
But you can't fight it on your own
At the end you don't wanna be alone
Forgiveness is the coldest road
Make sure you turn every stone
It turns bad when you never known
Please don't fight it on your own
I pour my heart in these records
In every sentence each letter
Try to tear apart the skeptics
It ain't make me feel better
It always make me feel worse
I put my head in the dirt
But there's no growth like a spurt
When I'm feeling hurt
But I don't wanna converse
Rather sit here and jot it down
So I'm writing this verse
Some say I got a good heart
But just tear it apart
Feel this guilt myself built
And this only the start
Where the hell do I go
Infrastructure been broke
And I got nowhere to roam
Scared I'll tear part my home
Scared everyone will leave
And i'll be on my own
How the hell do I know
Tell me how can I trust
If I can't fall in love
Can't make anyone stay
I feel so out of luck
Till I'm in decay
Please keep it a buck
Do I play in the game
Or am I really just stuck
In my own wave
Forgiveness is the coldest road
You can try to take it toe to toe
But you can't fight it on your own
At the end you don't wanna be alone
Forgiveness is the coldest road
Make sure you turn every stone
It turns bad when you never known
Please don't fight it on your own
Please don't fight it on your own
For fear of the unknown
The first one to the throne
Is more likely prone
To take the largest trip
Might need a bigger hint
From my hands I let it slip
But the man will never dip
Live with the missed shots
It gets hard to kick rocks
Till the day you get dropped
Keep ticking like a wrist watch
Just a month ago was with the baddest girl I've known
Put me on her like cologne and it felt like home
Didn't have the happy outcome
For a while had me silly now I'm out numb
Try to recreate that feeling can't be outdone
But instead of healing I just feel a drought come
Cannot make it up when it gets this overdue
Yet that uncertainty lingers over you
Looking in the mirror like f*ck I'm sposed to do
Thought it was more clear when I was close to you
Now I'm in more fear that I never know it's true
There's no way to steer what I'm going through
But still I keep my drive I don't push it to the side
There's too much that'll rise where I reside
Sometimes you need a break
Need to give yourself some space
Fore potential turns to waste
And your image starts to break
Felt it down to my core
But I'm not keeping score
Would rather be bored
Then to feel anymore
But I'm the hardest on myself need to relieve the pressure
With that I'll start to clear up be a fan of the weather
Crazy when you tell yourself that you ain't depressed
Yet every situation is calling for you to distress
Forgiveness is the coldest road
You can try to take it toe to toe
But you can't fight it on your own
At the end you don't wanna be alone
Forgiveness is the coldest road
Make sure you turn every stone
It turns bad when you never known
Please don't fight it on your own