Pardon my advances
Forget the dances
F*ck those sidelong glances
Aggressively flirtatious stances
Lances
Pierce deep in my heart
Depart
Report
Contrort
Abort sort out my shit
For me
So I don't have to
Allow me to maintain my faux casual attitude
They think you can't cut a boulder
That's why I didn't leave scars on my shoulders
They think you can't love a boulder
Maybe that boulder wants someone to get older
With too
But I'm sorry
I put that on you
It's not your burden to bear
I'm aware
Wouldn't dare
I really do care
So I'll slink back to my lair of devotion
Peeling back these layers of raw emotion
Reeling from what I saw in motion
Stealing away every last notion
Every last nonsensical hope to elope
Flittered away
Don't delay
Come stay
We'll play
Then you'll go home
And once more I'll be left all alone
Because whenever you go home
I'm left all alone
Boulder in the night
Rarely sees the light
Try to conserve
Don't deserve
To reserve
A place on this earth
I'm worth the space I take up
Still haven't gotten over high school break ups
Still stunted take a blunt hit
Feel something even though I'm slumpin'
Won't last long
Don't belong
Always feel wrong
That's why I write these songs