Mookie - Valuable Pain Lyrics

I'mma say I'm sorry for all that shit that I had did
And I'm sorry for the fact I took your love for granted
I always treated you bad, and I'm sorry that I did
But don't act when I say, that's some shit that you have hid
You was always telling lies, even tho I told you to be solid
You left with no goodbye, that's like telling me I'm not shit
Told me that you love me, still went and ran from me
My mama asking about you every week, you was like family
I had said some shit I really didn't mean
And you told me some shit that you really didn't feel
I ain't hurt, I ain't really got the time to heal
I'm just disappointed, you supposed to be with me right here
Yeah, I love her, but I don't really trust her
Sometimes I miss her, but I wanna be with her
I don't wanna be with her, but I don't wanna be with her
It ain't always meant to be, sometimes it's a lesson
From the way that things was going, I thought you was a blessing
What's the real reason that you left, now I'm guessing
You left me all alone, swear to God it's depressing
I'mma say I'm sorry for all that shit that I had there
And I'm sorry for the fact I took your love for granted
I always treated you bad, and I'm sorry that I did
But don't act when I say there's some shit that you had hid
You was always telling lies, even God told you to be solid
You left with no goodbye, that's like telling me I'm not shit
Told me that you love me, still went around for me
My mama asking about you every week, you was like family
Keeping my distance from people saying they love me
Cause I don't know what love means
I'm the one that turnt nothing to something
And that's no discussion
I'm done showing love to bitches
Cause I'm tired of fighting and fussing
And we really war ready
My brothers biting and bussing