Moonslang - Foggy Day in Louisville Lyrics

I'm at the crossroads of 25
The past and future come to haunt
I know I've got a happy life
But I'm unsure of what I want
It used to be status and power
People heralding my name
I don't want my soul devoured
And I'm disinterested with fame
I want a big house
But those tend to come with kids
How can I father a child
When our planet's on a skid
Do I want to make a difference
Or am I wasting all my time
Is my art or music worth it
If I never make a dime

It's a foggy day in Louisville
And I can't see a damn thing

See what if I had cared about
Scholarly endeavors
What if me and so-and-so
Had stuck it out together
What if I hadn't given up
On music from the start
What if I had pushed myself
When the pressure got too hard
Where could I have landed
If I had taken every chance
When opportunity arose
Insecurity advanced
There was too much on my mind
I couldn't focus worth a damn
Did I just waste too much time
Figuring out who I am

It's a foggy day in Louisville
And I can't see a damn thing

So what am I to do
In a world falling to bits
These CEOs would get rich
While our future goes to shit
I believe so much in my generation
We could do it all
But what if we're just more baby boomers
Bound to drop the ball
What's it mean to be Americanu're following the rules

When my country's built on blood
It's not my sin but it's on my skin
Even if I try to scrub
And long ago I doubted
And gave up my mother's gods
But if all I have is me
What if I am just a fraud

It's a foggy day in Louisville
And I can't see a damn thing