Mordecai Jordan - life's not finished Lyrics

I don't really know how the normal things go
I ain't got a map to hold
When I look at the time and it's time to go
I look up and I see way too many roads
I don't have a clue
On what I should or rather what I'm supposed to do
They say it's okay if I take my own path
I wonder if they ever mean that
"You'll be okay"
That's what I heard from my parents
I wonder if they ever meant it
I know that they had good intentions
But I never quit from dealing with depression
"How'd you get over it?" I never did
The things I've been dealing with since I was a kid
Never left, they just went on a break
I've spent so much life wondering how to explain
That to everyone else
I just learned how to tell them myself
Felt pieces of heaven and pieces of hell
I'm scared of the day that I move to one of them myself
Spent years having nosebleeds
They don't stop and they never will
No reason to give up
As long as they got my faith to kill
I don't get the way things go
I moved away from home
And still feel like there's less I know
It's like a secret code
Life's messed up, I done messed up before
I know I closed too many doors
I gotta believe
I'm right where I'm supposed to be
Of course
But I don't really know, I still feel doubt
I know I'm gonna make it, just don't know how
I'm still learning what life is about
Learning to live in the now
Sometimes I feel like it's over
Cause I've been through hell and never got closure
I'm trying to learn that you don't ignore me
You just pass over
Life's not finished if I'm still living
You're killing the feeling that I am alone
Life's not finished if I'm still living
You tell me again and again and again
Life's not finished if I'm still living
You're killing the feeling that I am alone
Life's not finished if I'm still living
You tell me again and again and again
Life's not finished if I'm still living
You're killing the feeling that I am alone
Life's not finished if I'm still living
You tell me again and again and again
And again and again and again and again