More Than Sparrows - Amulet of Mara Lyrics

So paint me red, in shades of regret
I'm not the same man, the fabric's weaker
Distressed and torn, the threads now fall to the floor
And I felt real sure what you don't need anymore
I felt you more, I don't want to feel anymore
I felt you more, I don't want to feel anymore
Somewhere, somehow still locked in a dream
We'll parade around exactly we don't need
I wanted more, I wanted more than this
And does it make you proud to turn me into this
And it wasn't real, well it can't be real to me
Cover the truth in cloaks of insincerity
And it wasn't fair, well it wasn't fair to me
Cover your fears in drapes of insecurity
Distressed and torn, the threads now fall to the floor
And I felt real sure what you don't need anymore
I felt you more, I don't want to feel anymore
I felt you more, I don't want to feel anymore
It's only fair to colonize each simple fear
Why were you the one to lead me here
Why were you the one to leave me stranded
Why were you the one to lead me here
Why were you the one to leave me alone