All Over Again (Prod. By DR.L Beats) Video (MV)

My nana told me she seen it
All of those years I was dreaming
Took her last breath, I don't know if I rest
Didn't know what I believe in
I put in work for my nieces
It don't take nothing to earn it
Any can get it, not many deserve it
I know why very few keep it
I been awake- don't know what I take
That carried the weight
I never break, they try to push me away
Ain't nothing left I could say
Still i speak, they can't take nothing from me
All that I got who I be
Don't know who you see
Most of y'all only know greed
I just don't fit in the tree
So since a seed
I had to soil my lead, I always dreamed to be free
So I proceed
All that I need I conceive
Never got down on my knees
I never beg, I never asked for a leg
I always stand on my own
Look what I've sown
All that I've got know I own
All that I know that I've grown
My mama I'll never be perfect
Tell my dad stay clean, it's worth it
Tell the women in my past I was searching
For life that could never be purchased
When I was laying awake, yeah
Asking myself what I'd trade
Imagining where I could be
Her face was all I could see
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
Do it all over again
Do it all over again
Do it all over again
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
Do it all over again
Do it all over again
Do it all over again
Those years you missed out
I gave them my all, recalling your words
Feel I ain't show you
All that you deserve
You were there for me
Through all of swerves
Was dodging my hell
And catching the curbs
Pressing my health
And working your nerves
I blamed myself
Through all of the turns
I was selfish and felt helpless
I know, I could have given you more
Worked on chores when I was in the streets
I brought you money
Thought that's what we need
Watching you struggle
Providing for me
My sister was gone
Was living with mom
Papa depended on you as a team
Scrapping in Minneapolis for the fee
Ain't made it easy for you to be free
Made it through cancer, that COPD
Was tearing your will out of living, I seen
You give in and fade into all you believe
Don't know if it's heaven
Or where you are resting
But I guarantee
That you're out there in peace
I couldn't face it for years in a dream
That you were still here
Couldn't conceive letting you go
That's all that I know and
My mama I'll never be perfect
Tell my dad stay clean, it's worth it
Tell the women in my past I was searching
For life that could never be purchased
When I was laying awake, yeah
Asking myself what I'd trade
Imagining where I could be
Her face was all I could see
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
Do it all over again
Do it all over again
Do it all over again
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
If it was up to me
Do it all over again
Do it all over again
Do it all over again