Mossy B 4 Prez - Hello (Tired Child) Lyrics

Oh Lord I'm so tired I'm so tired
My feet feel like I've walked most of the road on my own
All on my own

I was sittin' on them steps
Hopin' my daddy would show
Cryin' huggin' on my mama
He don't want me no more
What did you do to him to make him turn his back on me
Don't you tell me God gone work it out
Shit he put me here
Feelin' like I'm under pressure
Death around the corner
Shit I seen it
Homie taught me how to ride my bike
They left that nigga leakin' on the street
I need some counsel
Therapeutic
Post traumatic stressin'
Got molested
Cursed before I hit my adolescence
That depression shit is evil
How these demons get a hold of people
Mental issues trickled through my family
Ain't afraid to say I'm blessed
Today I thought I tucked that shit away
Until I hit that bridge
Nowhere to run nowhere to hide
Find your purpose nigga

Oh Lord I'm so tired I'm so tired
My feet feel like I've walked most of the road on my own
All on my own
Oh Lord I'm so tired I'm so tired
My feet feel like I've walked most of the road on my own
All on my own

Hey to my sister
Shit I truly miss you
It's so much shit I take for granted
Couldn't understand it
Empty handed
I felt abandoned when you left
I thought that God would keep you blessed
Until you folded from the stress
A mental death
Fantasies and broken dreams
I heard the screams when you was standin' next to me
Silent and emotionless
No words uttered
These cold shivers
Thankful for protection that the Lord giveth
Could it be she sacrificed you
Just for me to be the best that I can be
I shed some tears and I rebelled against authority
Nowadays I meditate the pain away
Hope I make our mama proud
The golden child was runnin' wild but settled down
I took the crown
Look at me now
Bigger blessings now
Yeah

Oh Lord I'm so tired I'm so tired
My feet feel like I've walked most of the road on my own
All on my own
Oh Lord I'm so tired I'm so tired
My feet feel like I've walked most of the road on my own
All on my own