Deteriorate Video (MV)

Kill me and put me out my misery
This sickness is overwhelming
Deathbed is where I lay my head
I've crossed the line
It's just a matter of time before I reach the end

Apathy, self-loathing to the point I can't find anything I like about me
Ill health, I'm not well
Incapable of thinking straight
From the poison running through my veins

Begging for the world to hear this
Even though I know nobody's listening
I'm sick of always pretending that I'm just fine
There's nothing wrong with me
Medication takes its toll
But there's nothing real that can fix this broken soul
Life leaves us bitter and cold
But we're searching for something to make us feel whole

Side effects hit
I don't feel the same
Lost all feeling
Wear it like a badge of shame
God, turn back the clock

I want to suffer
It's all I deserve
I need to suffer
It's all I ever earned