I miss your temper and violence
It's getting harder to hide
Complain of all of my giving up
It always turns me around, and I can't sit still
Something to touch and feel
It's coming up, don't break the seal
You painted over your eyelids
It couldn't save your life
I'm starting over and had enough
No place to go but down, cause I could never deal
Those parts of me weren't real
Don't ask me why I never heal
And I can never wait too long
When you are near, oh
So I keep guessing along
Till you come clear
Oh God I'm wasted
Complaining while you steer
Maybe I'm just feeling you wrong
And giving up right here
Can barely stand here beside it
Push over all my life
I'm quick to fussing and making up
Pulling you inside-out like it was no big deal
The things you say and feel
Are parts of you I try to steal
And I can never wait too long
When you are near, oh
So I keep guessing along
Till you come clear
Oh God I'm wasted
Complaining while you steer
Maybe I'm just feeling you wrong
And giving up right here
And I can never wait too long
When you are near, oh
So I keep guessing along
Till you come clear
Oh God I'm wasted
Complaining while you steer
Maybe I'm just feeling you wrong
And giving up right here