Mountain Child - Feel Empty Lyrics

I feel so empty
I fell kind of sick
Somebody come get me
I fell kind of sick
But you know we out here
Serving all these people in a field
I can't feel
I'll give you just a moment
Take some time
Feel the grime
With the spit
On the mattress
All we got is sadness
All we want is status
But nobody wants to be real
I want to be all by myself
I Look in the mirror
Got rot of the eyes
I gotta rewrite
I'm wanting more time
But I just need help
Like
I think I might be eccentric
We all need a pension
But I sat in back of detention
For holding the ganja
I got suspended
I took a tab in front of miss Wilson
But that life is so far behind me
That life is so far behind me
Start to feel empty
Then I get reminded of incense and bleach
I been
Tearing out my hair
In a room
With the door locked
Smoke in the air
Lungs hurt
But I can't stop
Hating on myself
But you see it
In the sunlight
I been
Tearing out my hair
In a room
With the door locked
Smoke in the air
Lungs hurt
But I can't stop
Hating on myself
But you see it
In the sunlight
I Should keep the spirit in my chest
But I put it in my mouth
Can't believe I'm such a mess
I can't think inside my house
And now I'm feeling so disheveled
The sound of the trees
Gonna help my mental
The time that past
Is always better
Then the herb I smoke
When I write these letters
And change my addiction, for another
I just wanna support my mother
Trees ain't thick
Like they used too
Flow like the breeze
Light a fire, then I burn through
Child in the woods
But you know he planting seeds
Man you Gotta let em grow
You don't wanna let the plan go through
Sometimes I want to just lay down and rest
But I know I can't go and end it all yet
I try so hard to get trough to myself
It's ok to admit that you need help
I been
Tearing out my hair
In a room
With the door locked
Smoke in the air
Lungs hurt
But I can't stop
Hating on myself
But you see it
In the sunlight
I've been
Tearing out my hair
In a room
With the door locked
Smoke in the air
Lungs hurt
But I can't stop
Hating on myself
But you see it
In the sunlight