Moussa - suicide on the mind Lyrics

I got suicide
On the mind
All the time
Not my suicide,
Promise my
Mom I'm fine

I think
Suicide might be a sign
That the products of nature undermine nature over time
We exist to reproduce
And you cannot reproduce if you're not alive
Disobeying the divine
Middle fingers to the sky

Maybe
That's why
Some people
Might find
Something romantically righteous in taking their own life but,
To me that's just pride
Ironically another trait that nature put inside you
To help you reproduce
Or self-destruct along the ride
You can't overcome the system
If you are the system,
Right?