I got skeletons in my closet more than just a few
My demons claw at the surface
Scratching hard, trying to break through
All my life I seen you, queued up, queued up
Offering respite, from everything that screwed up
Flowing free, throughout my family tree
Watered down all the roots, saturated every leaf
And from that comes the belief (comes the belief)
That my daily regimen of drink
Is a rite of passion from generations that's passed down onto me
Socially used to sip, that's how it started out
Then I slowly lost my grip, and the walls came tumbling down
The more and more I let the spirits pour
The more and more I hear the spirits roar
Head first as I dive in, trying to find myself an encore
Got the devil perched on my shoulder, yelling, turn it up
And who am I to deny, no turn downs, only turn ups
The outside world don't concern us, the outside world don't concern us (nah)
Family pleads fall on deaf ears, them shits there don't deter us
Every day and every night, it's bottoms up, bottoms up
Cause I can't block these demons out with a single cup, with a single cup
Every day and every night, it's bottoms up, bottoms up
I'm trying to drown this pain, plus I don't give a f*ck
So pour it up, knock it back and pour another one, pour another one
Pour it up, knock it back and pour another one, pour another one
I done lost my balance, and my speech is slurred
Still I pour it up, knock it back and pour another one, pour another one
I'd like to purpose a toast
To the um drink god
You know uh, you know what
F*ck it, bottoms up
My wading pool soon became Olympic sized
Tried to master every stroke, still got caught up in the tide
Wifey surf trying to ride the wave,
Try her best to hide away the shame
Knowing that when the liquor rains, then I misbehave
The shit that made my gramps die in so much pain
I remember
Then my pops turned around and went and did the same
I remember
Thinking back and I ask myself, why should I be different
The excuse is there in my DNA, why should I be different
I was a drink champ before Nore
Even though I swore not to walk the path that was laid down here before me
Yeah, here I am
Lo and behold, the apple never falls far, I see
Light or dark, it doesn't matter to me
Throw away my life, it never mattered to me
Every day and every night, it's bottoms up
Cause I can't block these demons out with a single cup
Every day and every night, it's bottoms up
I'm trying to drown this pain, plus I don't give a f*ck
So pour it up, knock it back and pour another one
Pour it up, knock it back and pour another one
I done lost my balance, and my speech is slurred
Still I pour it up, knock it back and pour another one
Sinking into this abyss
Drink so much tp numb the pain now my body gives
Withering in the face of this disease
It's presence kneeds
Got my soul in the darkness ensleeves in a permanent hold
I can't break loose