Kriss told me hustle, we can ball later
Took Beverly to hills, no that wasn't made up
No, we never made out, but it crossed my mind
They say love is blind, but it blinded me
I was so unstable like economy
Had my share of Rice, no Condoleez
Not political, no critical issues being discussed
I ain't talking coitus but a nigga had to bust
Out the scene
I told mama no more holes in my pockets
And if they go to Mars I hope they play this on the rockets
Maybe I'll stay in college cause I need peace and la-la
Read more Bible just get more guidance
First sign of relief I need is
BMW M4, plane ticket overseas
They say it's lonely at the top when you a star
I guess if it don't work out today, we'll find out tomorrow
Only way I get through college is to sip
I don't know how else I can handle this shit
Only way I get through college is to sip
I don't know how else I can handle this shit cause
If you seen what I seen you would cry
If you been where I been you would hide
If you seen what I seen you would cry
If you been where I been you would hide
But really I'm a hypocrite
I told you to stop and then I practice it
This ain't addiction, I'm just tryna think some other shit
You really think it's fun to be this passionate
Family members with some mad pressure
They can't relate they keep telling me I should have vision
I hate the fact I almost died and realized my time is damn precious
Can't afford to waste another second
My life is socially imbalanced
I'd rather not dive into that topic man I'm easily embarrassed
They tell you be yourself, then they judge you by appearance
I couldn't recognize I when I looked into the mirror
Only got myself to blame if I don't make it
Unlike me, destiny is patient
And very unpredictable
So I'm waiting for a miracle
I pray I reach the pinnacle saying