Now this is me, and this my life and this my story
I let it all be shown right now in all my glory
I kept within, I never lied I always spoke the truth
I'm not the type to speak this way but now I've chosen to
Okay now normally I don't speak deep about myself it's never been a preference
With all of my friends with all my family it's never been a difference
The people I know and all of their problems, I'm always there to listen
I'd like to say sorry if I've ever made you feel so distant
I'd like to tell a story bout my past and how I am the man who I am today
We all got our trauma we all got our past we all got a thing that you can relate
Telling it deep from the bottom and deep from my heart
Man I'm telling my truth it's embraced
Id also like to say thank you for hearing what I have to say
Never had a lot of friends growing up It was just me I was the one to get left out
Walking around sad, looking so down I never ever had my chest out
I tried to fit in I tried to get in, and doing the things that I had to do
And picking up things and all these hobbies so that they would let me join inside the crew
Used to go do this and do that so they would think that I was cool
Tried to impress them other kids so they would look at me like wow your that dude
But I was just the outcast on the outside looking in
Popular loner they all knew me but never deep within
And no I'm not asking for sympathy
I'm just having an epiphany
I did things so they could remember me
Reason I got all of these talents and all of these hobbies its fake it's pretend to be
But if given the chance to go back in time no I would not have done anything differently
I've finally found my people everybody in pgsm
I love you all, and thank you all for sticking with me to the end
I thank you all for being with me and bringing out the best
We've had some bumpy roads but in the end I love you all to death
This is me, this my life and this is my story
I let it all be shown right now in all my glory
I kept within, I never lied I always spoke the truth
I'm not the type to speak this way but now I've chosen to
This is me, this my life and this is my story
I let it all be shown right now in all my glory
I kept within, I never lied I always spoke the truth
I'm not the type to speak this way but now I've chosen to
Okay now my love life has never really been that interesting
Were they my lovers or some demons man I couldn't distinguish it
Okay I met a girl she said she'll treat me right and then I fell for it
Always been closed up but this time I don't know why I fell for it
She, she promised a lot of them things
She promised that I was her king
She promised to love all of my insecurities and the things I was feeling back then
Her feelings fading away she started distancing okay
Was in my head I felt confused, she inconsistent okay
Fast forwarding she ghosted me and back then I never understood
But then she posted another guy and then I understood
Fast forward again another girl walked in with all the promises
I was stupid I couldn't help it I was just falling and falling in
I thought this one would never leave but guess what man she did it too
Trying my best to be a lover boy but it always left me ridiculed
It's been breakup after breakup and it's heartache after heart
I'm a mess looking for someone to love me and all my broken parts
I know my flaws though
And I know all my wrongs tho
I'm not gonna act like I'm innocent in everything I've done, I know I've done wrong
I've made some mistakes in my past not afraid to admit it just know that I'm trying to get better
Cause I'm tired of feeling pathetic no longer holding on to feelings way back from December
I wipe my tears, I got a girl now I pray to the Lord this one gone last
I'm trying to heal and not hold on to all my past
You're so beautiful and I thank you for all the things you do
You got my heart you got me feeling something really true
This is me, this my life and this is my story
I let it all be shown right now in all my glory
I kept within, I never lied I always spoke the truth
I'm not the type to speak this way but now I've chosen to
This is me, this my life and this is my story
I let it all be shown right now in all my glory
I kept within, I never lied I always spoke the truth
I'm not the type to speak this way but now I've chosen to