I AM Video (MV)

Ay
Ay ay ay
Ay
I am alive
I am awake
I am online
I am ok
I am everything that I thought
I would never be
But don't say
I
I did it without help
I
Did it by myself
I'm
Raising all high hell
I'm
Doing these lines
Doing design
Is it a crime
Only with time
Can I tell
Where exactly I fell
Life is in pastel
Shout out to Michelle
Shout out to the void
Shout out to the deep
Shout out to the drugs that really saved
Me
Ay
Ayo
I am not insane
I am just in pain
I promise that I'm better when I'm inebriated
Inside of my head
In the inner workings
My machinations
Form and enigma
It stays lurking
It is tryna hurt me
Smooth like Satan
Steady with charisma
I am alive
I am awake
I am online yes
I am ok
I am everything that I thought I would never be
I am now a better me
Look at what's ahead of me
I am alive
I am awake
I am online
I am ok
I am everything that I thought
I would never be
Never be
Never be
Ugh
I am reborn
I am deformed
I am restored
My thoughts distort
I thought before
I could be more
I had to be below my damn
High horse
I am reborn
I am deformed
I am restored
My thoughts distort
I thought before
I could be more
I had to be below my damn
I am alive
I am awake
I am online and
I am ok
I am everything that I thought I would never be
But I found my way
My way to the better me
I am alive
I am awake
I am online
I am ok
I am everything that I thought
I would never be
Never be
Never be
Again