16 when life used to be right
Now I'm 17 grinding while my skins white
Taking so long it's okay i have patience
But while waiting
Thinking will I ever F*cking make it
Probably not but standing tall
But For how long Damn Ill be old
Gotta find a way gotta get in control
For many years I've dealt with too many trolls
I be on my own shit for now I'ma say that bold
Never was on the street, don't know how that feels
Grew up with 2 parents never hungry with no meals
But that's okay because life isn't perfect
In fact to my heart I'm always f*cking hurtin
I get zero support So I'm always uncertain
Made to feel worthless
Now ready to be assertive
To stop the perkys
I do it to hurt me
Makes me feel quirky
16 when life used to be right
Now I'm 17 grinding while my skins white
Taking so long it's okay i have patience
But while waiting
Thinking will I ever F*cking make it
16 when life used to be right
Now I'm 17 grinding while my skins white
Taking so long it's okay i have patience
But while waiting
Thinking will I ever F*cking make it
They wanna be testing me
Breath on me, Ecstasy
Preferably, my identity
Lost with no empathy
Breathing so heavily
Sick very mentally
Ain't nobody helping me
I'm going to die helplessly