Mutation Complete - Thrown away Lyrics

I don't wanna feel like
I'm gonna be thrown away any time
Any time and -
Don't make me feel like
I'm gonna be thrown away any time
Any time by you
I'm back in this cold home
Where I don't feel love anymore
From the person I'd do anything for
Again I need to find a cure for my ill heart
But don't know how
But I know that you're the reason why
The shards so deep inside of me
Can't you see that I'm bleeding out from the inside
I guess you never knew what it feels like
I can read your eyes
You don't want me to be around right?
Since your love's gone
Where do I belong?
I don't wanna feel like
I'm gonna be thrown away any time
Any time and -
Don't make me feel like
I'm gonna be thrown away any time
Any time by you
Too bad that the story got to end up just like that
Trying to reach out to you but I can't get through
Got to make the first move
Don't wanna live with someone under one roof I'm about to lose
Grabing my booze can't take it anymore
I'ma head out and slam the f*cking door
I will go to a bar tonight
I need to clear my mind
Got to talk to someone else
God damn I miss my friends
And I know they would tell me the same
Stop surrounding yourself by someone who doesn't even care
I don't wanna feel like
I'm gonna be thrown away any time
Any time and -
Don't make me feel like
I'm gonna be thrown away any time
Any time by you