Muttcrew - Diagnosed Insanity Lyrics

I'm looking back to all the days when they were still alive
Unaware of all the pain that would burn me from inside
I've been told the sorrow will eventually fade away
I guess that was a lie because it's still with me every day

All my life I've never had the strength to just move on
Instead I let it haunt my soul
A pain that's never gone
I regret the very day I made them part of me
Now I'm stuck inside an endless loop of diagnosed insanity

I let it ruin my life even though it's been so long
Not a day goes by where I don't lie and grieve them all
Emotions wreaking havoc, a disease that's meant to spread
There are no words that can describe these horrors in my head

All my life I've never had the strength to just move on
Instead I let it haunt my soul
A pain that's never gone
I regret the very day I made them part of me
Now I'm stuck inside an endless loop of diagnosed insanity

Death is just an imminent flame
Leaving their souls to rot in vain
Time goes by, memories fade
All to be forgotten once I'm put inside my grave

All my life I've never had the strength to just move on
Instead I let it haunt my soul
A pain that's never gone
I regret the very day I made them part of me
Now I'm stuck inside an endless loop of diagnosed insanity
All my life I've never had the strength to just move on
Instead I let it haunt my soul
A pain that's never gone
Just another symptom that can never be defined
A clear deception of my very mind