[ Featuring Day ]
I have a dark side in me
People fail to recognize I don't exercise it
I put him on a leash but the chains are getting rusty
I can't be too trusty
All the things I am and all the things I'm not
Don't play well together they get tangled in a knot
My whole life story it's just a plot to get me where I need to be
So I put another coin in the slot machine
I'm not a gambler but I put a bet on me
I know it's a guarantee
I know life's not fair but I'm not gonna sit back and stare
While everyone takes my share of unopened prayer
I'm getting hungry so please beware
All I wanna do is rip up and tear
Until nothing is there so I go back in my lair
Let them cool down so there's no more of a flare
But the fire keeps rising it's not surprising
That is coming and it's kind of frightening
I'm advising to take a step back don't know when he's gonna attack
If you see him you're probably gonna say stay the hell back
Anger and passion is something that he never lacks
Two sides of him has a huge impact
When writing never know how they will interact
They go back and forth like a tennis match
But I have been in the kitchen creating a new batch
Creating new styles some new tracks some new sounds some new tacs
Some new rounds in new Max
There's no time to relax
It's time for attack
Time to unpack the ideas that have been stacked in my head for a while
Creating some new songs that hopefully everyone will find worthwhile
But if you don't like the style I'll be turning the dial
Because I don't have time for peoples denial
Been going the extra mile so they know when I'm about
When they open up and read my profile
This is just the first phase heading to swarm
I'm running through storm til I can't no more
Don't matter what comes I will stay on track
Determination is something I definitely don't lack
So don't try to hold me back
If your going against me
What your gonna need to do is pick up the slack
Cause I spend so much time in this notepad that I'm ready for another pack
Don't tell me I can't do this, I'll prove you wrong
I don't care if I am a reject I'll move along
I'll keep hitting that gym so I can stay strong
I know for a fact this is where I belong
But I'm not gonna be played like another pawn
Not gonna be trapt I'm going headstrong
I'll keep working til time reaches dawn and
My head and eyes are drawn to these lines
Cause I pour my heart out in each song
So you know I'm giving it my best
Im not gonna be like the rest
Im gonna be coming upon from the west
There's no telling where I might end up in this journey
And the end goal is just so blurry
But I gotta know, I gotta see, what this life has in store for me
I know what I want, I gotta go get it
If I don't try I will regret it
Looking for the old me, well you can forget it
Im not living in the past
Only got one chance gotta make it last
Time is moving fast
So I'm making my move
I know I can improve but this is just the beginning
There's more to come
So I'll see you soon