I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of living. The times spent are chaotic and forever numbing. Judged my whole life, why should I compromise, stare through my eyes. I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of living, the times spent are chaotic and forever numbing. Judged my whole life, why should I compromise, stare through my eyes. I want no one to escape, no longer your breath of lies, I shed this skin of lies. Sanity is now a fine line I walk. One on one, who will come out on top? It's me against myself, no one to stop. I blame myself from the start. I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of living, the times spent are chaotic and forever numbing. Judged your whole life, why should I compromise, stare in your eyes. I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of living, the times spent are chaotic and forever numbing. Judged your whole life, why should I compromise, stare in your eyes. I want no one to escape, no longer your breath of lies, I shed this skin of lies. Sanity is now a fine line I walk. Who's that kid I see in the mirror? Disgust, that face I fear, don't look back hold back the tears. One more breath, come here. Dig deep I can fight them off, one shot I'll even my odds, push back don't piss me off. One more breath of fear. Who's that kid I see in the mirror, disgust that I face I fear? Don't look back, hold back the tears, one more breath, come here.