Mythic Valley - Steeples Lyrics

I'm standing in the shadow of your steeple
It reaches high to a place I can't climb
I don't recall all the faces of the people
We've met 'cause I had you on my mind

And if believing is all it would take then
Why can't I pray myself to be clean
Of the memories of you
And the hell I go through
Each night when you're waking in my dreams?

I - I - I am different
I - I have changed
And I don't think of you much anymore
But maybe then I do

We each like to paint a perfect portrait
Of the week, or the month ,or the year
Is it silly to think that you just might be
Better off or worse for the wear

I - I - I am different
I - I have changed
And I don't think of you much anymore
But maybe then I do

I - I - I am different
I - I have changed
And I don't think of you much anymore
But maybe then I do

And now I stare at my reflection in your steeple
A revelation, an awakening, a light
You're not the source of the emptiness I still feel
I just wrote an ending that I liked

And I - I - I am different
I - I have changed
And I don't think of you much anymore
But maybe then I do

And I - I - I know you're different
I know you've changed
I bet you don't think of me much anymore
But maybe then I do

'Cause you know I do