Mythos Recovery - I Am Good Lyrics

You said that a family commits
Even as you threatened to leave
I was too confused to resist
You were too easy to believe
You demanded everything of me
So I delivered everything to you
I thought I had failed at being free
Really it was you failing me

I am weak and
I am worn but I
I am good

I lie in bed and hear a door slam
Inside my head your voice won't go away
I'm trying to remember who I am
Trying to remember I'm okay
I still believe the things you said
Even though I know they weren't true
I can't get you out of my head
I am still scared of you

I am scared and
I am scarred
I feel I'm falling
And I'm failing
I still fear that
I am foolish
I am stuck, but I
I am good

I don't wanna live in fear
Fighting what I know isn't real
I don't wanna hold back my tears
I don't wanna hide what I feel
I don't wanna live with you
I don't want the love you give me
I just wanna do what I do
Maybe that's all I need

I am caught and
I'm confused
I have fought to
Hide my bruises
I can't trust and
I can't see but
I can learn and
I can love and
I will live and
I am me and I
I am good

I just wanna calm my fears
I just wanna know I'm alright
I just wanna know I'm free
I'm gonna dream tonight
You demanded everything of me (I delivered everything to you)
Trying to remember who I am (trying to remember I'm okay)
I just wanna do what I do (maybe that's all I need)
I'm gonna dream tonight (I'm gonna dream tonight)
I'm gonna dream tonight (I'm gonna dream tonight)