Nadiem - Crossroads Lyrics

I don't know, how to go
Down a road where I let go
I'm Drifting at a crossroad
Ahh this blows, down we go
How do I get out this whole
The hands are all around my throat
I'm grasping for some air let go
I don't know, I don't know
Yeah, I put myself in this position
I should have knew the fine line of division, listen
But I, enjoyed the fiction, and I became convicted
So I confined my thoughts
And my imagination went to prison
Yeah, that momentary satisfaction
Can be deceiving, so beat it before you gain traction
On the feelings that you thought were true
But watch em' all subdue
When reality just starts to takes action
Oh, you don't
Know when you're gonna hit that road
So slow down bro
Cause everything that comes can go
Yeah, man it can be a load
Maybe that's why I wanna be alone
But I know it gets better
Yeah the future holds
A treasure and some better weather
So I'll hold my own
Sometimes You'll fall apart
Thats that Post Malone
But all the pieces come together
That's what makes us whole
But still, I don't like to feel low, Oh no
I'd rather isolate all my emotions with my door closed
Ha, man, I prefer the easy route
But now I'm in my feelings now
Then how is this the easy route
Cause I try to bottle up all the feelings
But the feelings beating down
The cap that shuts the bottle it waddles
And then I start to bleed out
I don't know, how to go
Down a road where I let go
I'm Drifting at a crossroad
Ahh this blows, down we go
How do I get out this whole
The hands are all around my throat
I'm grasping for some air let go
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, how to go
Down a road where I let go
I'm Drifting at a crossroad
Ahh this blows, down we go
How do I get out this whole
The hands are all around my throat
I'm grasping for some air let go
I don't know, I don't know
Yeah look
Relationships are overrated
Or maybe it's the people that you give the time to waste it
Or maybe it's something about yourself so you erase it
And change it
Cause if somethings wrong man it gets replaced with
Something better. Man that's how it works
Or they stay selfish and hold on eventually it bursts
Then I don't know my worth
Is it me or is it her
Look my self esteem is drowning yeah I really feel like dirt
But
I was made outta dirt
So I'll deal with it
Even with a little hurt
It's cool, we're still living on a fruitful earth
You gotta stay grateful cause it could be way, way worse
As I watch, the dominos it's comical
To watch em fall, yeah man
It seems like their unstoppable
But stop, aye, this journey is phenomenal
Hold up the unknown and embrace it with all your obstacles
I don't wanna be that type of guy
That looks back on his life like he wasted time
I'm living in the moment yeah I'm getting mine
It might be selfish, but I know, that I need to grow
So ima take what I know, build on it like a backbone
Keep sailing in the boat, and if it stops
I'll make a paddle boat
I'll row till I can't feel my hands close
Soon I'll land in the sand though
The master plan shows, I'll stand bold
Man, that's easier said than done
I say it now, but that will be dead in month
Yeah I must, stop eliminate the front
I'm all over the place look I'm not stable, it's a bluff
I don't know, seems better that way
I like the idea of someone not having problems portrayed
Cause once their revealed, it can be undone
One day you'll just be a memory to someone make sure it's a good one
I don't know, how to go
Down a road where I let go
I'm Drifting at a crossroad
Ahh this blows, down we go
How do I get out this whole
The hands are all around my throat
I'm grasping for some air let go
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, how to go
Down a road where I let go
I'm Drifting at a crossroad
Ahh this blows, down we go
How do I get out this whole
The hands are all around my throat
I'm grasping for some air let go
I don't know, I don't know
Baby pardon me, part of me
Just wanted to see how we linked
But look I need some honesty
Don't waste that time with me
It could all just be Hawaii seas
But you're scared of drowning
Look man, I agree
But look I'm not a nominee
Don't waste that time with me
Baby pardon me, part of me
Just wanted to see how we linked
But look I'm not a nominee
I need my side of peace
It could all just be Hawaii seas
But you're scared of drowning
Look man, I agree
But see I need some honesty
I need my side of peace