Pride of the Lamb Video (MV)

My whole life I've heard people tell me that I need to be a leader
But that's all that they ever said
But I guess there's not really a fine print on that
I think it develops from experience and not some nonsense society says
With my experience as a leader I developed pride
But of course, that was society's side, of me
Thinking that's exactly what a leader needed to be
Being able to withstand my obstacles and deceive myself
In order to give my persona exactly what it craves from me
But I think God would tell me I'm wrong
I'm aware the problem less man is a human construct
But that doesn't stop me from enjoying the ego boost
But that terrible ego boost thing comes with a terrible sacrifice
The burden of Secrecy
What if, I told em that my depression was gettin worse
And how can I tell them that when I pick up my head it hurts
I'm a prideful individual, so listen man that does not work
The only time I can fully express myself is when I write a verse
I don't know
It seems better that way
I'm just a kid still, I know the big guy's still paving the way
But still, I bottle up, not to explode
Again I said I'm prideful so I sit and withhold
All the bitter things that happen yeah I stack em at home
They pile up in my room, but pride doesn't help me deal with them
He's all talk
And I hate when people say they understand what feeling
I'll just be chillin and then burst out in tears in my room from all the weight that I'm feeling
It comes out of no where look I'm being real though
People don't talk about these things but the hell with social norms it's real though
Society created
A man in the public image that should have this sustainment
But not a damn verse in the Bible says that's what he portrayed in
The man, that he created up outta clay
Man that's so amazing