NAEAR - Heaven Lyrics

I got roses in my garden and I honestly hate that I can't let them out
I scream and shout, I shed my tears but I'm still standing here
I used to be funny but now I'm not
My insecurities haunt me like I'm on pot
I rescued my childhood by skipping rocks
On water they call deep when it is not

Hmmm, I'm an outcast they cast out
Feeling like... damn, I got a blackout
So many things that I wanna say but I can't get out
Depression has no escape when thoughts keep getting packed up
So I write these songs, and I flow these rhymes
Spoiled by the stars like I'm there only child, but I'm not though
I live for the things they don't show
Catch equality on a GoPro
My ego pumping endo turbo-ing with Z and Timo

But it's not the end though
When the sun sets and the birds go and flowers curl and astrally project
Through the stars that lead me when I'm leaving my own bed
If you don't see me reevaluate your steps
Tell me what you know, tell me what you think, tell me what you wanna be, tell me what you drink
Believe, believe that everything is possible
And see, and see that humans are animals too

Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night
Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night
Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night
Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night
And hell followed with him